Radio BBC1 Lockup live
May,23,2006
영향받은 곡들 소개
1.Rabbits are Roadkill on Route 37
2.Kill Caustic
3.Girls not Grey
인터뷰 및 팬들과의 Q & A
4.Miss Murder
5.Silver and Cold
6.This Time Imperfect
아래 사진은 예전 모습. 2002년도?
아담이 헤어밴드 한거 처음 본거 같다.
Radio BBC1 Lockup live
May,23,2006
영향받은 곡들 소개
1.Rabbits are Roadkill on Route 37
2.Kill Caustic
3.Girls not Grey
인터뷰 및 팬들과의 Q & A
4.Miss Murder
5.Silver and Cold
6.This Time Imperfect
아래 사진은 예전 모습. 2002년도?
아담이 헤어밴드 한거 처음 본거 같다.
There’s A Fire That Never Goes Out
“AFI have built a career on challenging established musical boundaries and defying genre labels while shrouding their music – and themselves – in mystery. Now, after three years away from the spotlight, they’re back with their most dramatic reinvention yet. Just don’t call them the shape of Goth-Punk to come
Story: Tristan Staddon
Although Jade Puget only joined AFI at the time of 1999’s Black Sails in the Sunset, replacing original guitarist Mark Stopholse, his emergence as the band’s primary songwriter is what most observers credit with triggering AFI’s evolution. “The first time I saw AFI was in the fall of 1991 in a living room party,” say Nick 13, Tiger Army frontman and longtime band friend. “They had, like, seven originals, which took maybe 10 minutes to play. So they repeated their set three times in a row, and no one noticed. It was completely awful. I think they really started to make artistic strides when Jade came on as a guitarist and songwriter. It’s almost like a completely different band. To go from (their origins) to what I feel is one of the most important things in rock music today is pretty amazing.”
“Musically, Jade’s world was much broader,” agrees Burgan. “We had a whole different chemistry, and there were so many possibilities and things we could do. I thought, ‘This is great. This is going to be so much more fulfilling as a musician than anything we’ve done so far.’ And it’s only grown from that.”
Today, Puget and his girlfriend, Marissa Festa, are hanging out on a couch at the offices of AFI’s management. They’re the kind of couple that’s so impossibly attractive, it’s hard to tell which is responsible for more of the world’s jealousy. Scattered around the room are custom skate decks featuring artwork inspired by acts on the management company’s roster, like the Mars Volat and the Beastie Boys. Posters of past and present clients such as Nirvana, Sonic Youth and Foo Fighers decorate the walls, and a life-sized paper-mache figure that looks vaguely like Beck stands perched agains the office’s south wall.
The great irony is Puget’s becoming one of the most prolific songwriters in rock – and guiding AFI to their rightful position among other rock gods in the office’s décor – is that he never really wanted to be in a band. A high-school dropout who embraced straight-edge culture in late adolescence, Puget later became the only member of AFI to graduate from college, earning his degree in social theory from the University of California, Berkeley. “It was never my idea to be in a band as a career,” he says. “My whole life, I really wanted to be a novelist. High school was just a waste of my time. I wanted to listen to punk, skate and go to shows. Once I got my [driver’s] license, it was like nothing could keep me in school.
“I hung out at a punk house where everybody was always drinking, and walked around with X’s taped to my hands,” he remembers. “When you’re a kid, you’re really into anything that’s a fad like that, that’s so militant. Now, it’s just a personal thing. I’m not trying to convert anybody, [because] I know I don’t want to be converted to anything.”
Soon, a friend of Puget’s will arrive to tattoo a Godspeed You! Black Emeror symbol on the inside of the guitarist’s right forearm. But beneath the ink he sports and the accolades he’s earned, it’s as though an important part of Puget is still that kid, raised poor and weaned on punk rock, altogether fascinated by what he’s become. As an un-sequenced copy of DecemberUnderground plays in the background, it’s as though that kids is taking out from inside him, putting into worlds the biggest difference between his now, his then, and a few years ago when he joined AFI.
“We run our Myspace page, so I was putting [our new single] ‘Miss Murder’ up there this morning,” Puget explains. “By the time I refreshed the page, it already had 500 plays. That means there were already 500 people on our page while I was doing that, that happened to see the song go up and start playing that. With the internet now… it’s crazy.”
That the internet – or more specifically, Myspace – is a madhouse shouldn’t exactly come as a news flash, especially to this band. Considering that there are roughly six-dozen Mysapce accounts registered under the name Davey Havok, none of which actually belongs to the singer. While that development marks a significant change from AFI’s early days, Havok’s role in the band is unchanged. His face and voice are instantly recognizable; his words, the bittersweet prose of one punk’s modern poets. He is the band’s spirit and emotional centerpiece – and their biggest enigma. What’s different, then, is that these days, AFI aren’t your friendly neighborhood punk band. They’re everyone’s.
Born to Italian-American parents, Havok moved with his family to California from Rochester, New York, when he was 5. The first album he owned was AC/DC’s Back in Black, and when he was 12, his family moved to Ukiah. Raised a Roman Catholic – he left Catholic school for the public system after graduating junior high – Havok is also straight edge and vegan. “There’s a lot of good cooking I’ve forgone for veganism,” he says, laughing. “My mother was very supportive of my diet, but she’d say ‘You’re betraying your heritage! It’s all right if you don’t have wine. But you’re Italian – you eat cheese!’ Despite [that] technically, they were always really supportive.” In high school, he worked a handful of jobs at a pear shed, saved money for college, and met the young men he’d one day call bandmates and best friends.
“Whereas I described myself as the normal kids, hew was the weird kid,” explains Carson. “He was the kid who had a Mohawk when having a Mohawk was really a statement. He would dye his hair different colors when that could get you beat up by the football team. He had a dangling earring when that guaranteed that girls wouldn’t pay attention to you. But I can’t say that he was an outsider, because he has this charisma that people arew drawn to.”
“He didn’t look any different in a way that was definitely not palatable to the mainstream at the time,” remembers Nick 13. “But at the same time he was incredibly well-liked by adults, as well as his peers [and] his teachers. So maybe he [opened] some people’s eyes that it’s what’s inside, not conforming to the rest of the herd, that’s so important.”
A dedicated student, Havok earned a scholarship to UC Berkeley where he completed two years of a double major in English and psychology. But that summer he decide that AFI was the only thing he wanted to do with his live, and, much to the dismay of his family, he dropped out of college. “I remember my mom being like, ‘What’s the biggest bend in your genre of music?’” he says. “And I go ‘Well, probably Sick Of It All.’” And she goes, ‘Why have I never heard of that band?’”
Today, Havok is sipping tea on the patio at a Berkeley café, dutifully fielding phone interviews from radio stations that want him to talk about “Miss Murder,” AFI’s first new single in two years. It’s been less than 24 hours since the song was first aired, so the Djs are circling, “Look at this,” he says gesturing towards a piece of fairly literal fan art that’s been forwarded to his sidekick. “I guess this is what Miss Murder looks like.” Apparently, it’s not just radio folks who are glad AFI’s back.
While Sorrow was and enormous success for AFI, what disappointments the band did have seemed to center around Havok in mid-2004, trauma to his vocal cords required surgery, causing AFI to turn down their invitation to play the Cure founder Robert Smith’s traveling Curiosa festival. Then, Havok’s clothing line, Glitterboy, debuted to mild response and was discontinued. But the man can take it. He’s a genuine rock star, and let’s be honest, he’s also the chief reason many of you are reading this story. So you can probably appreciate how Sorrow’s success cast Havok in the image of his idols, true rock artists like Smith and Morrissey. Like them, Havok specializes in writing uniquely personal, often poignant lyrical narratives, the kind that have incited rabid fandom, both positive and negative, regardless of whether he was ready. Usually he has been.
“Over the years, I’ve watched him gracefully become this sort of musical icon,” says Carson. “Which is interesting, to watch your friend go through that. He has a really tough job, because he’s the face of the band. The way that your average person consumes rock ‘n’ roll is to focus on the singer. I think there’s a tremendous amount of responsibility that comes with being that focus because if someone actively hates our band, it’s not me they’re hating, it’s Dave.”
Like Smith and Morrissey, Havok puts much of himself into his writing, no matter how heavily encrypted it may seem. Yet he’s also intensely private with the details of his personal life. And he seems acutely aware that much of the reason people are so fascinated by his song writing – and indeed, by him – has much to do with the veil of mystery that surrounds his lyrics and personal affairs.
“It’s such as selfish style of writing, in that I want to put my emotions and feelings out there,” he says. “There’s something that, not necessarily encourages people’s desire to know aspects of people’s lives that they admire, but facilitates it. To say that it’s encouraged and desired. No I understand it but there’s always a line.”
He begins to illustrate a typical fan interaction, “it can be something as innocent as, ‘Oh my gosh I can’t believe I’m seeing you here right now, I’m totally in love with you.’ Thank you very much! It’s nice to meet you. My name is Davey. ‘It’s nice to meet you to! So, can I have your phone number?’ No. ‘Okay, I just figured I’d try.’ And then there are these instances that are extreme – and I’d actually rather not say what [those] instances are, to prevent copycats and people who really infringe on my personal life.”
When He adopted the name Havok back in AFI’s early days, it was out of love for other artists who went by stage names, like Jane’s Addiction frontman Perry Farrell and Germs bassist Lorna Doom. All these years later, it’s ironic that the name that once served to get Havok (ie Havok) noticed has, in some ways, become something that disguises the character he inhabits onstage from the man he is the rest of the time.
“There’s a difference between the person you’ll go to see perform live on a stage and the person you’re talking to now,” says Havok. “That’s not to say that one is any more false or fake. Nothing is forced and nothing is contrived. They show themselves and manifest themselves in different environments. Different people call me by different names depending on who they are and who I am to them. But if someone calls me David it better be my mom or my cousins.”
When Curiosa fell through, AFI immediately began writing for their seventh album, and they quickly had more songs than they could ever fit on one disk. “At least 100,” confirms Puget. “There are probably as many as (the page is cut off here) actually worked out, with vocal and everything, in addition to the ones we recorded.” So, before officially entering production with returning producer Jerry Finn (Blink 182, Morrissey), AFI had to distill their work into one connection that would accurately represent the entire groups headspace.
“That point of finding songs that demanded to be recorded,” says Carson. “It was about what, ‘What songs we choose to create a complete work? And what kind of complete work are we trying to make? With the amount of decent songs we had, we could have made five different types of records.”
The record they did make is Decemberunderground, an album that builds on the anthemic qualities of predecessors and seamlessly incorporates new electronic influences behind the best whispers and screams of Havok’s career. “’Death of Seasons,’ on our last record, had more an obvious electronic influence than anything on this record,” says Puget. “But I think it’s incorporate into the songs best on this one. That’s really what we’ve been trying to do for years now, keep it interesting and no go over the same forged ground. Some bands are happy to sound the same from record to record, but some bands always like to push the envelope, which I think is more exciting. And I think those bands are more important to furthering rock music.”
With nearly unlimited time and resources at their disposal (the album was recorded in six studios over the course of nine months). AFI had the chance to involve less obvious influences, like U2 in their music, while also experimenting wildly. “I wanted to take more time to [tackle? Explore?] different tones and really explore this album,” says Burgan.
In Hindsight, it seems almost foolish that anyone ever questioned whether AFI could successfully make the crossover from [?ery] California Punk band to icons of contemporary pop culture. After all, if you’ve watched Fuse or read this magazine lately, it’s hard to miss the band’s influence on modern rock music. But the beginning of 2003 was an anxious time for AFI, what with the quartet – singer Davey Havok, guitarist Jade Puget, bassist Hunter Burgan and drummer Adam Carson – having already shifted from their longtime independent punk label, Nitro, to the major label big leagues in 2001. “In the transition of going from being a big fish in a little pond to being a little fish in a big pond – an ocean – you don’t want to get lost,” explains Burgan. “there’s a definite aesthetic to everything that is AFI, and it’s something that we created, not something that had been created for us. We didn’t’ want to lose that.”
Rather than losing anything, AFI made considerable creative leaps on their 2003 album for Dreamworks, Sing the Sorrow – as well as an exponential leap in record sales, radio airplay and video exposure. The album debuted as the highest-selling rock record in America the week of its release and has since been certified platinum. The underdog punk band from tiny Ukiah, California, hadn’t just successfully crossed over to the mainstream, they’d conquered it.
Only AFI didn’t exactly sound like a punk band anymore – or anyone else, for that matter. (More on that in a minute.) Arguably more important was how AFI would handle the transition to playing radio sponsored barbeques and touring for 16 months straight – and, obviously, how their lives outside the band would be affected by their newfound exposure. “I think we all try to keep our personal lives and our personal relationships personal,” says Burgan. “We take everything regarding the band very seriously.”
And while that has never been in question, suspicions lingered. Did Sorrow’s mainstream acceptance signal that AFI had outgrown their punk roots? As musicians they had no question – but had they as people, too? “We came from a place of such genuine people, and such a genuine scene, that it’s not really an issue,” answers Havok. “It’s not about who you know, who you are, who they are – or any of that – for us. We surround ourselves with real friends and real people. Just because you find yourself in the upper echelons of the rock world or the entertainment world, it doesn’t mean you wont’ find genuine people who come from the same kinds of places (you) do.” Now, as AFI prepare to lift the veil on their seventh full-length, Decemberunderground, some aspects of their universe remain more mysterious than ever. Which means those questions are about to start over again.
Outwardly, it might seem as though change has affected Burgan, who joined AFI in 1996, more than other members. He recently moved out of the home he had been scharing with his sister to get his own digs in Los Angelos. He’s also become comfortable with using his full name in print, (“I was never trying to hide something,” he says. “I just though it’d sound more cool.”) The other obvious difference about Burgan is that his once bleached-blond hair is now completely buzzed. This afternoon his scalp is enabling him to peruse stacks of vinyl at an L.A. record store (occasionally checking the want list of the record titles he stores in his sidekick) completely unrecognized. He’s mostly interested in classic R&B but he sings the virtues of everyone from Motown legends (he has a tribute to Marvin Gaye that reads “What’s Going on,” tattooed on his left forearm) to humiliated danced-pop duo Milli Vanilli, Burgan is intelligent, funny, likeable and perhaps, a little obsessive-compulsive. As with his musical tastes, it’s difficult to describe his personality with one label. Which brings us back to his hair.
“I’m tired of being punk,” he says. “I had the same hairstyle for 10 years. But, God if I don’t get messages on our Myspace or fans coming up to me about it, And letters in the mail? They’re all about my hair, I think it’s ridiculous to have that as my defining characteristic.”
Outside the store, the California sun is making beads of sweat congregate where Burgan’s blond locks once stood, as he tucks his purchases (which include a Milli Vanilli remix album) into the trunk of his black luxury coupe and rives to one of his favorite vegan haunts. The car’s interior is immaculately kept; there’s a cover over the passenger side floor mat so guests can’t dirty it in inclement weather. The suggestion is that Burgan understands the value of the dollar.
Unlike the rest of AFI, Burgan grew up in Grass Valley, a landlocked town of low ceilings and modest ambitions in central California. “There were things you saw in the world, and then there was your reality, which was bands you knew playing around town,” he remembers. “There was no connection between the two. I felt like I could write the most amazing song in my local band but nothing would ever happen to it. Now [that] we have things that are part of the greater world, it’s so far from what I can really make sense of. Even now I’m like, ‘is this real?’”
Before he joined AFI, Burgan studied at two junior colleges and managed a movie theater. He considers that to be his best job outside of the band, though he’s also worked as a dishwasher, landscaper and photographer, and done something “super under-the-table: that involved loading boxes of bullets into tubes. When his friend Geoff Kresge (later of Tiger Army, currently in HorrorPops) left AFI in 1996, the rest of the band asked Burgan to go on tour and, later recorded Shut Your Mouth And Open Your Eyes the following year. “When I came into the field, it was as a hired gun,” he says. “The very first practice we ever had was at Dave’s parent’s house, in their living room. It’s so weird to think back to that time. There was so much less going on around the bad, it seems so long ago – I guess it was nine years ago.”
Besides the haircut and the pimped ride, the other thing that might have gotten people’s attention about Burgan in the past thee years was his relationships with actress Zooey Deschanel. Though there’s no sign that the relationship ended maliciously and Burgan still gushes about Deschanel’s singing voice – even likening it to Judy Garland’s – he’s reluctant to discuss their time together. “People have been ivin me shit about that,” he says. “But that was the only actress I’ve ever dated. I met a girl, we hit it off, had some things in common, started dating and then broke up – as happened since then and will happen in the future.
“I don’t have a flashy lifestyle,” he continues. “I don’t go to VIP events. That may be how I’m perceived, but I think that would be incorrect. I’m pretty low-key. It’s my personal life, and it’s also the past. I don’t’ think in any way it should be a defining characteristic of me.”
Later he drove towards the Hollywood Hills, a mammoth AFI billboard looks down at Hollywood from the near distance. It serves as a reminder that, sometimes the more things stay the same the, more they change.
By comparison, Adam Carson doesn’t’ seem to have changed much at all. He still lives in the Bay Area, and he drives the kind of king-sized luxury sedan your grandfather might fancy, though it’s doubtful Gramps would care much for the Bay area hip-hop Carson is currently blasting though the car’s stereo.
Born into what he calls a “pretty typical middle-class family,” Carson grew up like many young people, applying himself selectively in school and trying to avoid the requisite social codes. “I used to straddle the line of different groups,” he says. “I wasn’t the artsy guy, and I wasn’t the band person, and I wasn’t a weirdo. I’d been skateboarding, and at the time, it was a lot more counterculture than it is today, so I could understand the impact of being involved in a culture that wasn’t mainstream. But I don’t think I consider myself different.” His father was a drummer, to when his job at Pacific Bell would allow it, mostly during the explosion of the San Francisco music scene in the 1980s.
When, after two years of studying general education in college, Carson couldn’t settle on a career path, he balled on his family’s best-laid plans. “My dad worked really hard to save money to put me though school, and I paid him back by immediately dropping out,” he remembers. “At the time, it wasn’t like I [was] going to drop out of school to be in this huge band for the next 10 years, it was like ‘I’m going to drop out of school, and we’re going to load our gear in a van and live off five bucks a day.’ But there was a part of him that understood what I was doing.”
What he was doing also involved shouldering the sort of responsibilities many young bands today pay managers to maintain. But without the resources to hire a manager or booking agent, AFI appointed Carson to look after the band’s organizational details while Havok advances their shows. So while it may not seem as though Carson, who is candid and charming, has changed much over the years, he is acutely aware that the things around him have.
“I encourage everyone to check out the ‘Adam Carson is gay’ forum on Myspace; and if you don’t like it, you can go to ‘Adam Carson is sexy,’” he says, laughing. “To this day, I haven’t really viewed myself as the drummer in a really big band, I mean Dave’s ass still looks the same [onstage].
“The easiest thing for people to think is that we’re this goth-punk band and we all wear vinyl pants and paint our faces white and shit around in the dark being spooky all the time,” he continues. “As a band, we are extremely similar people, and also incredibly different. But at the end of the day, it’s music. And I don’t think anybody has the right to act like the cat’s meow.”
“That’s what I love about being in the band, about doing what I do: Every time we do something, it’s different than the last time we did it.”
“Hunter and I spend a lot of time having fun trying new things to increase our playing skills,” adds Carson. “So that when Jade and Davey feel that they had something worth working on, we would have new approaches.”
They also took a refreshing new approach to recording gang vocals, inviting around 20 members of their fan club, the Despair Faction (who’s membership is almost 30,000 strong), to sing and stomp backing parts on “Miss Murder.” “Jade was leading us as a chorus, pumping his fist along with the ‘heys’ so we could follow along really easily,” remembers Talia Nissimyan, who’s been a Despair Faction member since 2003. “It was really awesome to see that, even when people start freaking out and getting sort of breath, [AFI] were really patient with them and stood there and talked to them. They’re normal, really nice people. And that’s a really nice thing to find out about your favorite band.”
“One person, at the very end, when they were saying goodbye to the band, was crying,” says Sonia Dubon, a Despair Faction administrator. “He was just really excited, and thanking everybody because it was the best experience of his live and he had never dreamed that something like this could happen to him. Not a lot of bands reach out to their fans like AFI does.”
And they’ve continued reaching out ever since, creating an internationally organized multimedia treasure hunt (“Let’s call it the mythos,” suggests Havok) through their message board that, so far, has required participants to translate foreign languages, locate random items in newspapers and comic shops, and monitor cell phone messages, Myspace accounts and peculiar websites for clues. It gets more complicated, but it’s suffice to say that by the time you read this, those who have seen the hunt’s first stage through to competition will have witnessed intimate secrets shows in their cities.
Meanwhile, AFI have pulled from their broadest musical palette ever on DecemberUnderground, fusing elements of punk, hardcore, rock, pop, goth, and increasingly, electronic music into their most dynamic progression yet. Which leaves one last mystery in AFI’s universe – and it’s one that’s been around the longest. After 15 years of reinvention, what kind of band do they even consider themselves to be?
“All of those genres – if in fact, you can agree on them as legitimate genres – are part of us in some way,” says Havok. “I perceive us, and what we do as something that doesn’t’ fit into nay one category. My hope would be that we’re looked at as something that stands apart.”
“There’s a difference between the mentality that’s about dirking 40s and throwing up and smashing the state and ‘Fuck Reagan’ and all that,” says Carson, “and the punk mentality that says ‘I’m going to make sure that the music reflects who I am; I’m going to question what’s being thrown at me; and I’m going to demand that culture rises to my level of intellect, rather than lower my standards to a popular culture.’ That kind of thinking and that kind of lifestyle are very much still who I am and very much who I think we are.”
“If you listen to our music and don’t take any o four image – or what Dave looks like – into account,” he begins Puget, “and you come up with ‘goth – punk’ then by all means, [go ahead]. When Sing the Sorrow came out, we were totally baffled. Just because of the way Davey looked, we were ‘goth – punk,’ ‘goth – rock’ or goth – whatever. The term should come from what the music is, not what we look like. I think we’ve kind of given up on trying to convince people that we aren’t any certain thing. But I don’t know that we’ll ever escape that goth tag.”
“If there were a bdn that said, ‘We are a goth-punk band,’ I’d wonder what that means,” says Havok. “Is that like Dead can Dance meets the Germs or something? To me, growing up, punk rock was the Germs and Black Flag and 7 Seconds and Negative Approach and Minor Threat. I believe if you’re going to look at a very ethereal, moody, beautiful music and you’re going to cross that with this brutal, sometimes nihilistic, unrefined aggression … I don’t know. There’s no such thing. Basically we don’t care what you call us. We’re not going to own it.”
“I’m reluctant to help somebody in the future try to lump us into some category,” says Burgan. “There’s dozens of current bands I would not want to be associated with whatsoever, but at the same time we’re all making rock music for the masses. I don’t think I’d necessarily want to get more specific than that. It’s the only one that’s not inaccurate.”
William Shakespeare once wrote that a rose by any other name would still smell the same. However, while AFI’s music has changed significantly, the members really have grown more steadfast to who they are as musicians – as people.
“I think I’m in a band that’s somewhat unique and continues to reinvent itself and always will,” says Carson. “We don’t want to tether ourselves to any one genre of music. There are no rules, there’s no agenda, and there’s no limit to what we might want to do.”
Girl’s Not Hungry
While they’re still four of the most personable and approachable people ein rock, it’s clear then men of AFI have been introduced to a few high-profile social circles since the release of Sing the Sorrow three years ago. Whether it was the time the band spent sharing their studio compound with a handful of contemporary pop stars and a certain hotel heiress, or that time Hunter Burgan challenged former Beatle Sir Paul McCartney to a duel, they’ve got some memorable tales to recount. “We were at L.A.’s Conway Studios a week ago working on a part,” says Jade Puget. “And Maroon5 and Christian Aguilera were there. Michael Jackson did his [yet-to-be-released] Hurricane Katrian [benefit single] there. So there’s always something funny going on.” Here then, are AFI top three brushes with pop royality.
Sir Paul McCartney
What happens when the bassist from one generation’s Fab Four crosses path with the counterpart from it’s grandchildren’s? A whole lotta trash talk, that’s what. “We have to talk about Paul McCartney, because I challenged him, in person, to a bass off,” says Burgan, laughing. “He declined, because he said he didn’t want to make me cry. And yeah those were pretty much his exact words.”
Michael Jackson
Regrettably, the King Of Pop’s presence at Conway wasn’t physical, since he was hoed up at his home in the Golf of Bahrain during AFI’s recording time. “Michael Jackson was only on a screen,” explains Davey Havok. “He was directing via satellite, producing some kind of project that Beyonce and Snopp Dogg came in and worked on. I don’t’ much about the project, but they were there in Studio B.”
Paris Hilton
“Paris Hilton was there recording her album when we were recording,” remembers Puget. “She’s always had these amazing cars, and I was very jealous.” But the big story about AFI and America’s favorite socialite has to do with her apparent fondness for vegan treats – specifically other people’s. “She ate Dave’s birthday cake,” Puget laughs. “It was Dave’s birthday, and he got this cake, and he walks into the lounge and she was eating it, just looking at him. He’s like ‘Hello. That’s my crappy vegan birthday cake.”
“We definitely have friends of friends, so I’m not going to start a press war with her,” says Havok. “But it was my birthday. I just wouldn’t have been that funny if it hadn’t been her.” So while Havok chooses to remain diplomatic about that experience, he will talk about a different incident involving one of Ms. Hilton’s prized autos. “I can confirm that she was driving multiple amazing vehicles, one of which we later saw crashed,” he says. “The paparazzi caught her crashing of the cars that we had seen her driving back into a truck. Such is the life, I suppose.”
That’s what some people might call just desserts.
A Fire Outside
By now, you know that AFI have spent most of the past two years concentrating on the writing, recording and refining of DecemberUnderground. What you might not know is that some members also found time to address some other avenues of their musical appetites. For Jade Puget and Davey Havok, that involves Blaqk Audio, their highly mysterious and entirely electronic side project. “We have a point of using no real instruments on it,” explains Puget. “When we started out we were really influenced by [industrial bands like] Apoptygma Berzerk and VNV Nation, but as it went, I wanted to delve into all these different areas. I’ve been working on it for about four years now, when I’ve had time.” Though Puget says he’s unsure of when the project will be released, or via whom, he confirms that it is closer to fruition than ever. “We have seven songs that we’ve actually demoed vocals to,” he explains. “That’s almost ab album. It’s just a matter now of getting those final few songs together and going in and recording the vocals. I mean, it’s really close. It’d be done if we just had time to do it.”
Over in the rhythms section, Hunter Burgan’s danceable soul-o venture, Hunter Revenge (hunterrevenge.com), released an eight-song self-title album of falsetto-fueled jams on Checkermate Records in 2001. “I have a ton of new material recorded and ready to go,” he syas. “But everything is on the pause until AFI takes a break. I wouldn’t want anything I do outside to interfere or take precedence.”
What does Adam Carson do when he’s not in AFI? Like the rest of the band, he was recently nominated for PETA’s World’s sexiest Vegetarian Award. But other than that? “I love pirates. And I always have, since I was a little kid,” hey says, laughing. “And I once made the misstate of expressing my love for pirates [in an interview], and ever since my entire existence away from the band has become this interest in pirates. Well, I don’t live pirates that much.”
Decemberunderground(US:6월6일 발매 UK:5월29일 발매)
Prelude 12/21
Kill Caustic
Miss Murder
Summer Shudder
The Interview
Love Like Winter
Affliction
The Missing Frame
Kiss and Control
The Killing Lights
37mm
Endlessly, She Said
왜 이번껀 메일이 안 온건지.... 어차피 듣긴 들었지만....
코러스 부분은 이게 더 낫긴하지만 전체적으로는 라이브가 좀 더 나은거 같기도....
어쨌거나 둘다 좋음.
AFI Series의 게시판에 올라온 따끈따끈한 사진.
사진을 저장 하고 난 다음 사진이 올라왔던 그 게시물을 다시 보니
사진이 삭제되었다.
허락없인 올리면 안된다나 뭐라나....
19일 독일 공연. 25일 영국 공연이 있으며
그전에 BBCLockup과 케랑 라디오에 출연 예정.
프랑스 파리에선 인터뷰를 했었을거라는 추측이.......
Jade가 빠졌다. Jade는 어디로....?
수정 : 사진 4장 추가 됨.
팬이 샀다고 자랑질 하면서 올린 사진 냅다 퍼옴.
Miss Murder, Rabbits are Roadkill on Route 37 수록.
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아래의 글이 미국서 사는 4살짜리 아들을 20대후반의 여성팬이 쓴거란걸 감안하면
공감이 안 가는 부분도 많지만 팬이라면 고개를 끄떡이게 만드는 부분도 있다.
■ 보라색으로 된 글은 나의 경우.
You know you're obsessed with AFI when:
-You wake up thinking about AFI.
-You go to sleep thinking about AFI.
-You dream about AFI QUITE frequently.
-You talk about AFI more than anything else.
-People who barely know you know that you like AFI.
따로 사용하는 블로그가 있는데 거기다 AFI관련 포스트를 여러개 작성한 덕분에 방문하는 분들은 내가 AFI팬인걸 알고 있다.주변의 가까운 사람들은 내가 뭘 좋아하던 그리 관심이 없다. 내친구는 알고 좋아하는 밴드라는건 아는데, 이름은 가물가물해함.
-You already have or have ordered tickets to FIVE AFI shows all taking place this summer & hope to get tickets to at least two more shows.
미국팬이 아니라 하나도 없다. 눈물남. T.T
-You are driving several hours to JERSEY (even though you can't stand driving there & Jersey generally frightens you & makes you uncomfortable) to see AFI play for about a half hour at a Festival when you hate festivals. And you only like two of the other bands playing.
-You have sold half your cd/dvd collection to buy all of those tickets ^.
시디를 70장정도 판적은 있지만 그땐 AFI를 몰랐으니 그때문은 아니고 돈이 궁해서...
-You've considered the following options to come up with the $ for the two shows in Canada: Becoming a Stripper. Robbing a bank. (You're not completely sure you're kidding about the first one & that worries you).
-You wish you weren't an adult so that you didn't have responsibilities so you could just follow AFI around the world.
-You have more pictures in your room of AFI than you do of all of the pictures of your family combined.
벽에 뭘 붙이면 집에서 혼남.
-You continue to buy AFI posters even though you have no free wall space to put them.
위와 같은 이유로 포스터를 사는 일은 없고, 여긴 미국이 아니라 포스터 구하기 쉽지않다. 소장한 포스터라면 DVD살때 인터펑크에서 준 대형포스터가 있다.그리고 DF회원용 포스터랑.
-All of your AFI posters/photos are framed and none of the ones of your family are.
액자에 넣진 않겠지만 해상도 높은 이미지를 얻었으므로 그걸 인화해볼 계획. 우리집은 가족사진 들어간 액자도 없다. 위에껀 예전 대답이고 지금은 몇장 현상해봤다.AFI보다는 Jared Leto 사진 인화한게 더 많다.
-You spend more time on the AFI message boards than...anywhere.
요즘 많이 간다. 앨범 나올때가 되다보니 새소식이 마구 쏟아져 나와서 그거 볼려고 간다. 2008년 현재 소식이 뜸해서 잘 안간다. EP만 기다리고 있음.
-You post a Myspace bulletin AND a blog evertime you get new information about Decemberunderground.
마이스페이스는 그냥 밴드소식 및 밴드랑 친구맺기위한 용도 이기때문에 따로 글 안온린다.
-There is more stuff in your profile about AFI then there is about yourself.
AFI만 더 할애해서 집어넣은건 없고, 영어가 잘 안되서 사실 쓴게 없다.그래도 최근에 Decemberunderground의 카운트다운 배너를 달았다.새 앨범 나오면 다시 꾸밀생각.
-You have made some good friends that you would have never connected with if it weren't for AFI.
주변에 AFI를 좋아하는 사람이 없다. 팬들끼리 교류를 하자면 외국팬들과 교류해야하는데 결정적으로 영어가 딸린다.
-AFI are ..1 in your top 8.
이건 동감. ^^
-You are a member of the DF.
가입한지 좀 됐다. 회원 카드 볼때마다 뿌듯.
항상 지갑에 넣고 다닌다.
아시아는 너무 극소수의 팬들만 존재해서 아쉽다.
-The DF is ..2 in your top 8.
가입 안했기때문에 ......DF마이스페이스 친구신청했는데 짤린듯. 이유는 모름.
-You know all about Charlotte, Catherine, Georgia, Julian & Hector.
최근에 막연하게나마 알았는데, 자세히는 모르겠다.
얘네는 뭔 미스테리한게 그리 많은지... 골치 아파 포기했다.
-^They are also in your top 8. So is Apple.
몰라서 친구신청도 안 했다.
-You are in the top 8 of Julian & Catherine. Wich you find very flattering. It also amuses you that you are ..7...
-Because you know that the "answer is 7".
-Your mom & sisters are even MORE excited than you are that you're ..7 in their top 8.
-Because they know all about the "mystery" too.
-Your mom has spent HOURS with you learning about the mystery & trying to help you figure it out.
-^She has called you at 12:30 am to discuss the mystery.
-Your roomate who isn't a fan stops in the middle of band practice & helps you record & reverse Charlottes answering machine message so you can try to decipher it.
-You have searched for the Five Flowers.
-Your 15 year old sister is almost as obsessed as you are.
-Your mom has said "You've got me addicted to AFI".
-^She tells you what to say in "ask AFI".
ask AFI란....
공식홈포럼에 가면 Despair Faction멤버들만 들어갈수 있는 게시판이 세개있는데, 그중하나가 ask AFI. 팬들이 뭔가 물어보면 멤버들이 답변을 해준다고 함. 2008년 현재 ASk AFI는 별건 아니고, 가끔 데이비가 짬날때 기분내키는대로 골라서 답변해줌.
답변 엄청 짧다.
-Your 13 year old sister who only likes POP thinks AFI are "ok".
글쓴 사람이 동생을 세뇌시켰나보다. 난 내가 좋아하는걸 남에게 강요하지 않는다.
-Your mom interprets the songs with you.
-Everyone close to you knows the lyrics to most of the songs beacuase you rarely listen to anything else.
-Your 5 year old son does AFI chants completely randomly. Even in the shower.
-^He knows all of the members names & their place in the band.
아니 아들한테까지...-.- 엄마가 얼마나 AFI AFI 했으면 그 어린것이 멤버이름까지 알정도냐. 난 강요를 안하기때문에...결정적으로 아들도 없다.
-He asks you to play Rabbits are Roadkill...repeatedly...because it's his favorite song.
-^He draws you pictures of AFI.
-You have every AFI cd ever released.
지금 현재 가지고 있는 시디는 첫번째 앨범과 A FIRE INSIDE EP빼놓고
정규앨범은 다 가지고 있다. 예전앨범들은 SecondSpin에서 거의 중고로 구입했다.
올드앨범중 Hollows EP만 새걸로 갖고 있음. Decemberunderground앨범은
두장 가지고 있는데, 하나는 USA,다른하나는 일본반.
LP나 싱글은 거의 없다. 다만 PIcture디스크 하나랑 앨범 주문시 타워에서 공짜로 껴준 싱글이 있긴하다.
-Even the singles.
싱글 구할려면 이베이 밖에 방법이 없는데 싱글까지 챙길 여유가 없다.
-You have them all on vinyl.
vinyl 역시 마찬가지.
-You even have the singles on vinyl.
-You have SIX different versions of STS.
나한텐 불가능. 이번 Decemberunderground는 두가지 버젼정도 가지고 있다.
-You have watched Clandestine more times than any other film in existance.
youtube에 있는거 한번 밖에 안 봤다. DVd자체도 안고 있기때문에....
-You've not only seen "Live Freaky! Die Freaky!"... you own a copy.
이 애니메이션 트레일러만 봤는데 잼없게 생겨서 볼 맘도 안생김.
여러 펑크밴드 멤버들이 목소리 참여를 했는데,의문점은 왜 아시아 아르젠토가
어떻게 참여하게 됐는지가 궁금.
-You have so much AFI merch that you couldn't possibly count it.
2008년 현재 티셔츠 한장 있다. 새그려져 있는거. 미국에다 주문한건데,
알아보니 아이웨어뮤직에서도 수입한 티셔츠였다. T.T
그리고 쬐그만 뱃지 2개 있다.
-You wear at least one piece of AFI merch daily.
티셔츠는 거의 안 입고 DF회원용 티셔츠는 여름에 아주 가끔 입었다.
-You have made DIY AFI merch.
감히 생각도 못 해봤음. 손재주가 없어서....
-Complete strangers ask you about AFI or the DF.
-You have made/posted flyers for Decemberundrground. And for STS back when it came out.
-You started calling radio stations a month early requesting Miss Murder.
-You still request it sereral times a day.
Kroq사이트 가서 몇번 리퀘스트 해봤음. 방법이 너무 쉬워서...따로 이멜적고 그런것도 없으니....
-The DJ sent you a personal email to let you know that they were finally adding it to their playlist.
-You care about AFI & their "Family" as if they were your own family.
그렇진 않고....
-You actually like them better/care about them more than some of your real family.
-You were genuinely upset when you heard that Smith was hit by a truck.
그런일 있었는지도 몰랐다. 참고로 스미스는 AFI투어매니저이면서 Jade랑 형제. 동생인지 형인지 모르겠는데, 어디서 보니 동생이라고...보기엔 Jade보다 더 삭아보이던데....
-You were very relieved that he was ok. 다행이지 지금 펄펄 날아다님.
-Theory is your new favorite person.
Theory는 AFI사이트의 새로운 웹마스터.
마이스페이스와 게시판에 새로운 소식들을 올려준다. 그런데 별 관심없다.
-You know more about the band members than you do about most of your friends.
글쎄, 멤버들의 사생활은 잘 모르지만 그래도 팬블로그,팬사이트 여기저기 돌아다녔기때문에 대충 어느정도는 알고 있다. 별 괴상한 루머까지 다 접해 봤다.
루머에 대해선 초월했다.
-You refuse to discuss their personal lives because you completely respect their privacy.
사생활 얘기를 접하면 재밌기도 하고 호기심도 생기고 그러지만 너무 깊이 알아서 뭐하나하는 생각이들어 별 생각이 없다.
본의 아니게 별 희한한 소문은 다 접해봤는데, 진짜 라는 얘기도 있어서...너무너무 황당. 어느정도 19금이라 언급을 안 하겠음.난 뭐 그러려니 한다.
그리고 짚고 넘어갈 꺼. AFI멤버들은 게이설이 끊이질 않는데, 특히 Davey.
본인이 직접 해명한 적이 한 번도 없다. 인터뷰를 접해보면 다만 그것에 대해굉장히 지겨워하고 과히 좋게 생각하진 않음. 인터뷰어나 팬이 물어봐도 왜 그것에 대해 내가 굳이 책임지고 해명해야 하냐는 식. 해명 할 필요성을 못 느낌.
그리고 게이루머에 대한 해명은 Jade가 예전에 구 게시판에다 한적이 있다고 한다.
AFI공식포럼의 FAQ를 보면 알수 있는데, 내용은 멤버중에 게이 혹은 바이는 한명도 없다는 것.
예전에는 제이드랑 데이비가 사귄다는 소문도 있었나본데, 지금은 거의 쏙 들어간 루머.
제이드는 멜리사라는 약혼녀가 있고, 데이비는 아직도 그 여친 계속 사귀는지는 모르겠지만.... 여친하고 찍은 사진 봤다. 사생활이라 여기다는 안 올리지만,
버즈넷 같은데 뒤지면 나온다.
-You know about Hunter Revenge & that Hunters is and always will be cooler than Prince.
들어봤는데, 좀 놀랬음. 음악이 AFI랑 완전 딴판이다. 프린스 스타일이라.. 음...
어쨌든, 소울, 펑키한 음악이라는 것.
-You know that Adam is a Pirate.
-You know that Jade is a Ninja.
-You know that Davey is God.
-You consider the DF your religion.
-AFI has saved your life in some way.
-You don't care if you're obsessed because AFI make you happy & probably keep you sane.
-Your certain that you couln't exist without AFI.
-You know that there are endless other things to add to this list but that you already look insane...
-You know what "Gliterboy" is. 데이비가 때려 친지 오래.
-You own Glitterboy clothing and accessories.
-You're upset that it ^ got cancelled.
-You're looking forward to Daveys' new clothing line it 2007.
아직 소식 없음 할 예정이란 얘기만 있고....
-You check out bands you haven't heard just because AFI have mentioned liking them & they have turned you on to some really great music.
AFI가 듣는 밴드중에 체크한적은 없고, 나도 아는 밴드가 대부분이라 따로 체크하진 않았음. 그런데, 친분있는 밴드들은 체크했다.
지금은 해체한 Eighteen Visions, Take The Crown, Tiger Army,Bleeding Through,Dear And Departed.
-"Easy Bake Oven" makes you think of AFI & laugh.
-Whever you see a pink flamingo you think of Davey.
-You have all of their videos downloaded & as many interviews as you can find. (Thank you AFI series!).
에이에프아이 시리즈 그 사이트 도움을 받아 엄청 받았는데, 회원또 짤림.
이번에는 좀 까다로와서 자료실쪽 로그인 하기 쉽지 않다.
자료실 이용 할수 있는회원을 잠시 안 받는거 같다.
원래는 웬만하면 다 받아줬는데, 자료유출이 심해서 막은듯.
-You are willing to send AFI merch to friends in other countries without making them pay for any of it...just because you feel bad that they can't get any of it where they live & AFI will probably never play there.
-If you ever meet AFI you will suggest that they play in your friends country even though it probably won't do any good.
팬들이 올려놓은거 퍼옴.
Well, they dropped some hints in the meantime.
xOne time while upgrading the messageboard, they
left links to astrology, numerology, and the the chinese zodiac.
xAnother time, a hint was dropped... they said that
"336" wasn't really important.. it was just "what comes before."
-It came before Sing the Sorrow.
+Meaning that STS was "337." And we really had to figure out what 337 meant.
xAlso, there were the rabbits. They had posters and stuff with rabbits on them.
-And other weird mentions of rabbits.
+In the liner notes from STS, it says, "Rabbits are roadkill."
xSo Sing the Sorrow came out, and no one could figure it out.
XThen their short film, "Clandestine" came out.
- It had the cd, the dvd short film, and a 60 page little hardcover book, which was
like a big colored version of the cd booklet.
+ The whole style is of faded, worn pages. The pages are old and stained...
brownis
realize that some of the stains and smudges are actually red. All of
the stains are actually blood, and dried blood.
- Now, in the film, it starts with Hunter holding a box with the Sing the Sorrow
logo on it.
+ He is running through the forest.
+ He looks at a paper, and keeps running.
+The paper gets dropped, and you see that it says Room 37 at 3:33.
+He runs into a classroom full of kids.
*The board says, "nothing from nowhere."
+Then you see Adam playing cards.
*The box is on the table along with:
~
+He wins
+takes the box and goes to leave.
*but the box falls apart in his hands.
+You see that two of the guys at the table have actually smuggled away the
rea
-It flashes to Dave in a cafe.
+He is writing in a book (the book that comes with Clandestine... it's like the
+A strange woman comes up and kisses him, stealing the box.
*She leaves, and he goes back to writing.
+He notices the box is gone, and leaves.
-It flashes to Jade walking into the classroom.
+the board says "I am no one at all."
- Then he walks through another door in the classroom
+which leads him into a house.
*You see him snooping through the house.
* He goes into the bathroom
*You see a hand at the door of the bathroom trying to open it.
*They unlock the door with a key.
-Jade jumps into the tub going down into the water.
*He comes walking out of the water on a beach.
* He walks across the sand to a small table where all the members sit
*He places the box on the table, and they open it.
End of film.
You never see what is or isn't inside.
xThroughout the movie, itf lashes the clock, which, for every person's scene, is on 3:33, and at the very end, I believe it's 3:37.
Looking up esoteric astrology, chinese
astrolgy, and numerolgy, among other things:
Clandestine means something secret or hidden.
Esoteric also means hidden.
"Miseria Cantare" is Latin for "Sing the Sorrow."
3 x 37 = 111.
777 represents god, or perfection.
In Transference, Dave wrote, "I'm 111 less than perfection."
777 - 111 = 666.
Interesting, yeah?
Three denotes divine perfection;
Seven denotes spiritual perfection.
In esoteric astrology, 336 represents physical death, and the events leading up to it.
There were only 2 songs on the 336 disk.
Some of the lyrics of one of the songs say,
"We're all now in dying days.... I gave up fighting. I've come to be these halos."
337 represents the act of reincarnation
This is important: In chinese astrology, Dave is a RABBIT.
He was born the year of the rabbit.
RABBITS CANNOT BE REINCARNATED.
-Rabbits are on their last life in this world, and do not have another chance.
xIn numerology, Dave's life path number is 3.
In some middle eastern philosophy, they say that there are 37 deeds you must do before you can reach nirvana, or peace/heaven, and be done on the wheel of life.
The whole cd goes in a circle. The sounds at the end are backwards. They end in the same beat and same key as the beginning of the cd.
It's one continuous loop.
X The music before "This Time Imperfect" is the same playedforward as it is played backward.
X The front of the album has the symbol of falling leaves.
Falling leaves represent death, and returning to the earth.
X The back of the album has a symbol of water.
Water represents rebirth.
All of the art for this album has been circles.
-Another symbol of something repeating, of reincarnation.
Also, at the beginning of the film, Hunter is running through the forest (leaves) , and at the end, they're on the beach (water) .
The black fluid in the bathtub relates to "Bleed Black."
The chrysanthemum on the card table relates to "The Great Disappointment."
It's all crazy!
X Basically, the whole theme is death and reincarnation, and the fact that
he CANNOT reincarnate again!
-Look at the song lyrics.
*Although each song as a whole isn't about this, there are specific lines
that corroborate this theory.
Example: "Discarnate." or "Nothing from nowhere, I'm no one at all."
Discarnate means being bodiless. Like floating in time and space.
-There are other questions as well, like
*Well, since the cd is one big circle, we don't believe that it actually
*At the end of Clandestine, there is breathing... Just like at the beginning
**I believe that the album BEGINS!**
~with Bleed Black.
-That would put the song as beginning after Clandestine.
[ -There was a theory that the box at the end was just empty. ]
* The first words are,
*So, if it starts with Bleed Black, the breathing at the beginning could represent life.
~Being born, perhaps?
- That would put the song whose lyrics say,
"recreate me" and more importantly:
"I know I died that night, and I'll never be brough back to life once again."
-So, playing that as the first song, and going full circle around the cd, that puts the leaving songs into order, and ends the cd with The Leaving Song Pt II.
-Now, some people think that Davey "Dies" over the course of this cd.
*Some say that the "Death" (if there is one) occurs during This Time Imperfect.
~That would make sense that Miseria Cantare would be the beginning... from nowhere.
*Then comes The Leaving Song Pt II
~whose very first lyrics say
"Don't waste your touch, you won't feel anything."
>The spanish in the song says,"Yo he estado aqu muchas veces antes y regreso"
"Yo regreso aqu otra vez y comenzo"
"So I return here once again and I begin".
Like being reborn.
The circle of birth and death and rebirth.
"I saw its birth. I watched it grow...."
-Also the fact that the poem is read as in the3 stages of life.
+Like he is aging through it.
AFI의 Davey와 Jade가 스트레이트 엣지 이기 때문에
관심 있어서 알아봄. 일본 사이트에서 가져 온 글을 번역기로 돌림.
스트레이트·엣지(straight edge)란,
·캐쥬얼 섹스
·담배(드러그 포함한다)
·알코올
의 세 개를 자주적으로 금하는 사상 일로,
80년대의 중핵 밴드, MINOR THREAT의 가사나 곡명에 유래하고 있습니다.
MINOR THREAT 자신은 그 사상을 제창한 것은 아니었다고 합니다만,
그들의 포로워가 되는 밴드는 그 라이프스타일을 실천해,
가사의 내용에도 현저하게 반영시키고 있습니다.
그렇네요, 종교같은 걸로 있는 금욕 주의같은 것에 잘 비슷하다고 생각합니다.
다만 스트레이트 엣지의 시작은,
술이나 드러그, 섹스(그야말로 당시의 락에 상징된다)에 빠지고 있는 젊은이가 많은 가운데
그리고 반발적으로 발생한 반문화적인 물건이었던 것 같습니다만.
브레이크 엣지(SxE를 그만두는 것)에 대해서도 다양한 견해가 있는 것 같습니다만,
건전한 생활을 영위하려는 자세를 가진 것만으로도 훌륭한 일이라고 개인적으로는 생각합니다.
NO drugs.
NO alcohol.
NO promiscuous sex.
YES we do have fun.
"don't drink/ don't smoke/ don't fuck."